Where do I go from here

Hello beautiful soul,

Where do I go from here?
This question haunts me. A chapter is closing, my choice.  There are so many moments to pause, reflect and be with what is happening. 

For the first time in a long time I hiked up under the Rifle Arch, sitting on one of the ledges that looks out over the valley. It was memory lane! Memories come flooding in of times spent exploring these landscapes, beautiful friendship moments, adventure, loss, contentment, all so incredibly life like.

But landscapes change. I've watched doors close to rooms that felt so familiar and safe.
The rooms I stand in now feel empty--the sound of my thoughts echoing off the walls and evaporating into...

Where the fuck do I go from here?

Dreams, visions, hopes for the future and no clear road just the narrow path in front of me now.
Do the next right thing...
Wash the dishes, eat breakfast, make the bed, do the laundry, pick up, pack up, let go...

Where do I go from here?

I am living that question, throwing it out into the Universe.
Are you listening?

An idea sparks and then fades,
What can I hang on to?

Doubt.

When it comes from your heart it will truly land.
Authentic, strong, real, sustainable.

Space.

Actions come and go and life just refuses to stop. 
The inner competition to do more, be better, love more has lost it's shine, my connections to these ideals have waned.

I long to step into life fully, authentically as me.
I hope it will make a difference.

Where do I go from here? 

The sun is setting and the memories are propelling me forward  into something brand new.

So alone.

Come back to the space that hold everything she whispers.
Remember who you are. 

Silence.

Go deeper. 
Connect with your own heart.

The exchange is in the connection. 

In Light,

Misty